Once we submitted our word to her, she made up a cute little cut-out card with that one word. My first word was FAITH. I kept that card at my desk where I would see it as I worked. It helped me get through times of discouragement, sadness and loss. Whenever I began to question God, I was reminded of my wish to be faithful to Him for the year. That was no easy task but I survived.
I really contemplated the second year's word as I wanted it to reflect what was my new struggle. HOPE became a natural choice for me. Once I relinquished control of my life to Him, I worked on hoping for His will alone. That year presented different yet equally challenging circumstances where my sense of hope was strained. But I held firm and ended the year filled with the stuff. What a great feeling that was!
Of course, the third year should be LOVE, right? It just flows but I wasn't sure. While I had faith that God had someone intended just for me and I hoped for the same, I wasn't sure I was ready for love. But then I realized that that "love" wasn't meant for anyone but Him. I had learned to believe in and anticipate His goodness in the previous years. Now I needed to love Him with all of my heart.
Its amazing how things can change when one's focus is changed. As I look back on the past three years and reflect on my chosen words, I see how God has changed me and caused me to grow, confident in His will for my life. I submit joyfully to Him, believing that the best is yet to come. And for that I am thankful.
By the way, GRATEFUL will be my 2015 word. You see, He brought me the most amazing man recently. We are to be married in October and I still can't believe it. My CM guy is everything I had prayed for. God heard me, even in my saddest times and answered my prayers in His time, not mine. I'm sure that's what the past three years have been leading me to.
God is good, all the time. Praise God!
